Confessions of a London Dancer

Broken computer

2006-07-25T12:20:00.000-07:00

My computer is broken, which is why i haven't updated this blog in awhile-i think for the mean time this blog is going to have to go into a resting period-but rest assured as SOON as i get a new computer this Blog will return in its full glory! Miss u guys already!

London

2006-07-15T16:41:00.000-07:00

As much as i love London as a city i have to say the state of public transport upsets me greatly! Today i bought a day tube pass to zones 1 and 2 which cost me roughly 5 pounds- i ended up in zone 3 and had to pay an extra 4 pound something- nearly exactly what i had paid for a day pass- needless to say the guy got a right bollocking from me! I have a slight temper on me unfortunately!

Sorry!!

2006-07-07T03:19:00.000-07:00

Sorry that i haven't updated sooner guys!I have been visiting family!!! Why is being with family so bloody stressful? and why does nothing outside of london ever seem to be open after like 9 o clock? Weird! Oh by the way i met up with Callum- but we got so drunk that when we got back to his we both passed out-i woke up in the morning and realised he was much older than i remembered- i had to get out of there so i pretended to call my family and said i needed to get home. Having an imaginary conversation on a mobile is a very odd experience, and not as easy as it looks may i add! Anyway i managed to get out of there safe and sound! Oh yea, while we were out i was waiting for a cubicle in the bathroom of a bar and ended up having a very horny hand job from a cute guy (not callum, he was buying the drinks), god how bad is that? oh well it was all fun and games!!!

Sad Days

2006-06-25T12:40:00.000-07:00

The sadest image is one of an empty wallet- *sob* i hate being poor!!!

Avatar

2006-06-24T04:51:00.000-07:00

After looking at GayBanker's Fab Avatar i thought i would do one of myself-Let me know what you think!

Gay Holiday

2006-06-24T04:00:00.000-07:00

Morning guys! just been reading through some magazines and found an ad for a gay holiday thing! I have alwasy wanted to go to one of these gay resorts!Has anyone ever been? It might be just because i am actually a sex addict but i think it would be quite an experience. Imagine walking by the pool or down by the beach knowing that all the guys are fully fledged Homos..... oh and the speedos mmmmmm....... maybe that is just the fantasy and in reality i would see a group of Danny Devito looklikes snogging the faces off each other......hmmm on second thoughts i think i'll stick to my yearly outing to Hampstead Heath

Major or Minor Problem?

2006-06-22T14:11:00.000-07:00

Ok so you know Callum who i met a few days ago!Well i think i may have a problem!I have only ever done stuff with guys as a one off-never really knew them or contacted them afterwards but i have been texting Callum non stop today!It is turning into something else and i am actually having pangs of guilt- Stupid i know as i have been cruising for ages while being with Brad but actually i am not overally happy with our relationship! I am simply not ready to settle down and just want to have some fun!!!Now Callum has popped up and i think i actually kinda like him (early signs i know but its still not good when i am supposed to be devoted to Brad). What do you guys think i should do? Continue flirting/texting Callum and see what happens or..... fuck it i know thats what i am going to do, oh god i see tears coming!!!Don't think this one is going to end like a fairytale!Damn my sexual urges!!!Damn Them!!!!

Odd Meeting

2006-06-20T18:16:00.000-07:00

This evening i went to a nearby sauna just outside London without Brad knowing!It was actually an awful night up until the last 10 mins. It was so quiet because of the football and with the exception of the elephant man reject trying to grope me in the pool it was really dull. Then i got talking to the guy working behind the desk and before i knew it i was the only bugger in the whole place! So i told the guy behind teh desk i was just gunna have a wonder when the bell rang to let someone in. The guy behind the desk said 'oh here is your knight in shining armour' when he opened the door a really fit older guy stepped in. However he wasn't coming to the sauna he was just popping in cause he works next door and knows the guy behind the desk. Damn, i thought. He was really good looking, older, wearing a black shirt and tight black trousers. Just my type!!!Oh well, we mad eye contact then i moved on and started to walk around. Anyway it seems the guy behind the desk was playing match maker and when i went for a cigerette th mysterious black shirted man came and joined me. We got talking and he said his name was Callum,36 who owned a bar. he was really sweet but he was so tired, had been working since 6 in the morning so had become a bit dillusional!!!He had also had a few beers so i found him really hard to crack. Anyway we started kissing and he said i was really cute blah blah but he said he was too tired to do anything (although he did try bless!) so we said we would meet next week. We both got in seperate taxi's and he text me saying nice to meet me and i text...'nice to meet u 2, looking forward to next week, btw you have a fucking sexy ass'...........no reply.......either he had fallen asleep or i he might think i was being a bit forward.......either way i am looking forward to next week.........I'll keep you posted as to whether we do meet again or whether this shall remain just a simply, yet odd meeting.

Hoody Boys

2006-06-16T07:21:00.000-07:00

Now as much i fantasise about scally boys i have to say how bloody intimidating they are! I was out with friends (all gay) last night and we spent most of it avoiding these vile ass holes! Without sounding like a snob i really feel an island where we could stick them all (so they could all have bum sex with each other) would not only clean up the streets but by adding a few cameras could be the next big gay porn channel! Is it just me or do you guys find them really intimidating too? Its a shame when people are unable to walk down a street without fear of being stabbed or abused by these bloody thugs!

Big Bother

2006-06-14T12:01:00.000-07:00

For those of you who have been watching this years Big Brother (uk) you'll know how the public feels about that little madam Grace. Quite how the bitch has managed to live in the house looking like a warped ape without being beaten i'll never know! The chants of 'Get Grace Out, Get Grace Out' will allow me to sleep easy until she gets slaughtered on Friday. So i say to you, for the sake of our country, do us proud and call..09011 32 33 05 or 666- either way you''ll get through to her 'Vote Out' line!

GET GRACE OUT GET GRACE OUT GET GRACE.....oooooo its sweet music to my ears!

p.s- She's just so mean!!!!I'm not horrible promise!;)

In Heat!

2006-06-12T12:48:00.000-07:00

My god, i know this is going to sound extremely British but i can't stand the heat at the moment! Wow, its like a sauna without the naked men- and thats just not right, very very wrong!!Bring on the naked men and then turn the heat up. Whats the point otherwise!I am sweating just sat here writing this......am off to take a cold shower......or a golden one-either way not bothered.... any offers?lol

Working Out

2006-06-11T03:38:00.000-07:00

I recently went to my local gym to pump some muscle. i got quite bored running on the machine because there was not much to look at, usually there are a few fit guys that i can watch but today seemed to be quite dull. So i headed for the showers and then the steam room. I don't really go to the gym much but do straight men sit in the sauna naked???or is that just gay men? i have no idea but when i got inside two guys were sat naked so i crept past them and sat on the top shelf. The sauna is TINY which i LOVE. Anyway directly across from me was a slightly older man with long blond hair and a REALLY sexy body! He was sat playing with is little member and he was really turning me on but i didn't know whether he was gay so (i had a towel on) i brought my knees up to my chest so that he would be able to look at my cock and sure enough his eyes widened as he stared through the gap of my towel. I was watching him play with his while he watched mine and then he got up and headed for the showers.....DAMN so i got up and went to the showers too. He was there rock hard and as i got under my shower(next to him) he grabbed my cock so i grabbed him and we.....relieved each other.........I LOVE THE GYM

In The Sun

2006-06-03T09:36:00.000-07:00

Wow what a fantastic day of weather we had today!I love when the sun comes out, because along with ice creams and tans, speedos are on the prowl as well! I love speedo's so much!I find them really horny! So when i took a trip to my local park i could not take my eyes away from the group of 4 guys sunbathing in speedo's! One of the guys had blue eyes and bond hair with a massive bulge....... sadly i was with friends as i would of jumped him then and there!

GayBoyDiary Interviews Frozen Flame

2006-06-01T13:05:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, so i had my first set of interview questions given to me by GBD, Thankyou for those and here are my answers:

Question 1. You mention that you are 22 years old and that you've been with Brad with for almost 3 years. Tell us about how you two met.

Well we first met at a dance audition for the musical Chicago. We both looked kinda young against the rest of the boys auditioning so instantly found an attraction. I saw him first, he was sat in tights ;) doing the splits. We both exchanged long glances at each other then i went over to join him stretching. We got talking and then after the audition (which neither of us got, damn those queens with their massive muscles and tight butts! They always get all the work!) we went for a drink in the local pub. As they say the rest is history.

Question 2.You are addicted to cruising and constantly visit saunas. You also love cruising toilets and Hampstead Heath. Tell us about what happened the first time you went cruising.

I was really young actually, only about 15 i think. I was waiting at a bus stop when i saw this cute guy get out of his car. He was staring at me for ages (at that point in my life i was quite shy, oh how things change lol) and then he started walking towards the public toilets (!) and he was looking at me the whole way until finally he gave his head a little nod to say follow me. As i entered the toilets i found him sat in a cubicle with his huge cock out! It was kinda weird because the whole experience just came naturally to me, i wasn't scared out nervous i just knew i wanted him. We then fucked for about an hour in the cubicle. It was funny really because it was on New Years Day, i had been staying at a friends and was on my way home. When i got home my mother looked at me and said 'I guess someone had a good night'. I thought it was kinda odd until i looked in the mirror and found stuble rash and two massive love bites. Oh the price you pay for great sex!

Question 3. You are considering becoming a porn starr and said that it's a bit of a secret fantasy. Other than getting paid, what other aspects appeal to you?

I just think the whole experience would be really horny. I love the thought of people watching me have sex or pleasuring themselves while they watch me with someone else. Also the fact that i would be getting paid to have sex is just perfect for me! I have quite a dirty sexual mind so the moral aspect of porn does not enter my head! By the way i still haven't decided whether i am going to persue porn or not. I sent them an e-mail with a few questions and it still appeals to me, so watch this space!

Question 4. Some people believe that everyone has a price. How far are you willing to go for money?

Well I truely believe i was a footballer's wife in a past life. I love having money and the luxury aspects of life. However i do have limits! I would never purposely harm another person nor would i betray trust. In a sexual light there are many limits i have set myself. NEVER anything involving dead people or animals, hhhmmm actually those are my only limits lol! Oh the shame of having no moral backbone!

Question 5. Dance is obviously a big part of your life. Why did you decide to become a dancer?

To be honest it was just something that i did well, the only thing i did well really. Ever since i pranced on stage in my primary school production of Wind In The Willows wearing red tights (so thats where that fetish started! Bloody Primary school teachers, branded for life i tell you) i have loved the stage! I am not just a dancer- also an actor! I love everything about being on stage i hope i can do it forever! I wish however that being on stage now was like how it was about 50 years ago. Its just not the same now!

p.s- Men in Tights, Men in Tights, Men in Tights, Men in bloody Tights!!!!!!

There you go guys, i hope my answers were to your taste! Let me know what you think! Thanx again for GayBoyDiary!!BTW sorry if my spelling or grammar is crap-am having to do this in the short time that Brad is out of the house!

Performing!

2006-06-01T03:44:00.000-07:00

Sorry i haven't updated for a few days but i have been deep in rehearsals for a show that i did. The best aspect of dancing is watching other male dancers. In performance generally all the boys share a dressing room, one very small little room where we all have to get butt naked in front of each other in order to put costumes on. Both Brad and P shared my dressing room along with 12 other guys! As you can gather my eyes went into over drive! This is the first time i have seen P almost naked and my he does not disappoint! the other aspect of dancing in general that i love is the attire that we are forced to wear! I have a fetish for lycra so the fact that i get to see fit, toned guys running around in tights turns me on so much! I love the fact you can see a great toned ass in lycra!oooooo getting horny just thinking about it! Anyway GayBoyDiary has given me a set of questions that i will answer and post later today so do come back and find out how i do with me first interview!FF P.S I have no idea who the guy in the picture is-just a random i found on the internet but you see what i mean and ass in tights lol

Feeling ill!!

2006-05-28T03:20:00.000-07:00

Sorry for surge in posts this morning-I am ill in bed and thought i woud get my blog up and running.Brad is fast asleep next to me after doing E last night-i am not a drugs user so don't really understand it! He slept over at a friends house and came crashing into our room through the window at like 7 this morning! Does E make you horny?i hope not because he slept on one of our friends (P) floor. Now P is an odd individual because he has a great body(dancer as well) and he has a really great bubble butt but he covers his face in make up!He doesn't leave his house without drowning his eyes in Black ink which puts me off massively. However me and P are very similar in our sexual fantasies! We both get horny 24/7 and have lots of kinky fantasies! He turns me off and on at the same time-very odd!

As this blog is titled 'CONFESSIONS of a London dancer' maybe i should let you in on some of my secrets..... I used to be a rent boy, i am addicted to cruising and i constantly visit saunas without Brad knowing! I am a very naughty London Dancer i know but i can't help but think you only live once! The Rent boy thing was not really for me and i only did it to pay for my dance training (tights and ballet shoes cost a lot let me tell u!!) and cruising is just something i find very hard to stop. I love cruising toilets and saunas and Hampstead Heath! God just writing this makes me feel rather dirty but i suppose we can't help what turns us on ( like for instance men that like to act like babies, nappy and all) Gunna take a nap now-need to stop feeling ill as i am going on tour on monday with my dance company! At this rate am gunna be throwing up on stage in front of hundreds of people!Bloody Great

In Mourning

2006-05-28T02:56:00.000-07:00

Ok so i have just found out that my favourite television series 'Footballer's Wives' is not being recomissioned. I cannot express my anger at having followed a series for 5 years only to be conned out of a decent ending. For those who don't watch it(shame on you) the last series ended with several cliffhangers that will now never be resolved! how the hell they are unable to recomission this camp classic but are willing to invest money in bloody Celebrity Love Island-shocking!

The X Factor

2006-05-28T02:46:00.000-07:00

Went to the cinema with Brad the other night to see XMen 3- How Hot is Wolverine!Ok so the picture to my right makes him look a demented cross between some sort of woodland animal and a set of knives but he was so sexy in the movie, which is actually really good by the way!Brad fell asleep (which really annoys me) but i really loved it!

Frozen Flame the Porn Star?

2006-05-27T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hey, rather than delve straight into my personal problems with Brad I thought i would let you into my first secret (well my first secret besides creating this blog which nobody knows about). I am considering becoming a Porn Star! When i say porn star please don't think I am heading for Falcon Studios- Just some British porn for a web site! Now i have always considered porn, mainly because i am a mere poor student but also because it is a bit of a secret fantasy! Cameras and crew men watching you suck some hot guy whilst being paid-what could be more perfect? The only thing that is holding me back is the thought of family members or even (god forbid) Brad accidentally logging on only to find me arse over tit with a strangers cock being ploughed into me! Well i have the application form in front of me, all i need are some photo's!hmmmmm what to do what to do......I'll keep you posted!

Summary

2006-05-26T17:47:00.000-07:00

Right, having sorted this Blog thing out maybe i should tell you guys a bit about myself. I am a 22 year old gay dancer, living in london with my boyfriend (who i shall refer to as Brad). I have been with Brad for nearly 3 years! While he is very much a one man show, i prefer to check out the other performers as well, if you know what i mean!This Blog will provide me with a outlet for all my secrets that I am forced to keep bottled up!Please keep returning and don't hesitate to e-mail me!

Welcome!

2006-05-26T17:26:00.000-07:00

Welcome to my new Blog. I am just testing this out for a bit so bare with me while i sort out minor details-will be back for more indepth posting asap!